I havent been on here in forever and that is because it reminds me of church. Which I can say I havent been to in months including Easter. And I could sit here and lie say that it bothers me. It doesnt. Honestly I was disappointed greatly in my youth group. So much that I dont know if I can go back or if they would even want me. If I was still there I wouldnt want the person I have become there, not when I was who I was. I do honestly think it was real, but its like now I do not even see the point. I have never been happier then I have been since I have stop attending church. Never. Now there are a few people I miss dearly, more than dearly with all my heart but I dont think they want anything to do with me either. I dont know. I will at church on Wednesday..
but still i dont know if me going back would change anything.
"When someone is crying, of course, the noble thing to do is to comfort them. But if someone is trying to hide their tears, it may also be noble to pretend you do not notice them."
-Lemony Snicket (via kelsapee)(Source: insulus)
